should pick up...

back to sabah... just havent back kudat yet... stay at kk for few days ady... sunday night, monday night, tuesday night, then now, come to wednesday night gone... is thursday morning soon. busy life at KL...seems like so far away...physically, mentally... the stress is still behind me and following. however, these few days.. sick and rest, give me a good time.
Today, i ask sis "today is wat day?" she said "wednesday..."
i should count the day myself. To pick up the time... and do my work.
Friend ask... "when will u back kudat?" huh... don't know... i din reply... then get msg again... i just wana take some breath... stay home... with family... dont wana out... please dun ask me... when free to out... i dun knw... i only know that... dont feel like out now... (m i emotional...) why so rush la... i m in sabah... sure will meet de... i m already said that i m lazy n wana lay at home...first. sorry friend...
don't know why... back kk till now... feel like dont want any phone call, and even, dont wana "see" my phone... i leave my phone somewhere, and just let it be there... untill just now..pa call mom " i answer the phone and ask "hm hm, u know who i am?" pa said.. "u r the one that slept, call oso dun answer" ==.... then only i go find my phone..
ya... tomorrow is a new day.. i should start it with a new view of mind.. =) i knw.

pick up the time, as i know...time never wait cheryl...
every holiday...seems like long enough to rest...to relax... but... it really "run" very fast...

GOD...how long would u set for my time...?
shouldn't ask this, should do my best, and surrender to GOD... as i know, HE plan the best for world. GOD is looking at me... this msg should be packed in my heart and mind, so that i will discipline myself. =）