Found and Lost

i found out that.. i have a kind of habit...or should i say..character. i m kinda stubborn with 1st choice... for example... shopping... when i went in the first shop... saw a cloth..tried, then  like it.. but maybe of price consuming or what other reason.. i left it and walk in another shop...search n try...look for another better choice. But in my mind, i m still thinking of the first one, so...what ever i saw any other choice, i will just keep on rejecting in my heart and "perfecting" the 1st cloth in my mind. When i insist to search the other one as the first, i will just keep on fail in buying cloth...or shoes. A funny thing is...when i get back to the 1st cloth...i m ady tired and realise with unwilling heart that--- the 1st cloth isnt that perfect as in my mind... it doesnt that suit to me anymore...Everything back to origin as it is all my imagination only.
I just hope... my habit in shopping, doesnt apply to my other field. But, i know that is what "some" of my friend sai that is so called "stubborn".　whatever...pray that GOD will use my "insist" in HIS plan...or just take it out if it is just an obstacle.